Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Discuss your first love

Discuss your first love
Discuss your first love

To be honest, I have had it all from this writing prompt service. I wish I knew what is coming with each passing day.
The last prompt was a difficult one. But now with this one, it has become the second most difficult one. 
Somehow I managed to write 30 facts about myself in last post. But this prompt asks me to discuss my first love. This is not fair. Why a writing activity has to be intrusive. It feels as if some neighbour is peeping into my house. Or if the Google is sifting through all my search activities.
Now since I have survived more than half of the writing prompts, I do not wish to give up. Leaving now at this stage does not make sense. 
So, here I am writing for the prompt of the day - Discuss your first love.
I recall it was some 20 odd years back. Back then I classified it as my first love. Though today I find the term crush a more appropriate one for it. The reason is that it is not exactly love, so a crush. The phenomenon of crush enjoys being termed as love in most of the cases. Hence, for this post and for my life, I term that crush as love itself. 
Though I do not want to call it my first crush. It is because I am sure there were many crushes before that one. But being honest again, I do not remember them. I only reminiscence the one I am discussing here. 
He was about 6 years older to me. I liked him because he was fun, easy to hang-out with and was good looking. To me he was the Greek God back then. Since he was more mature than me, he knew that I had hots for him. Luckily, he did not take an advantage of that situation.
It was a brief period of less than a year when we both were friends. After that he left the place for his higher studies. 
I again got in touch with him a few years back through Facebook. It is of interest to note that it was him who sent a friend request. He even tried meeting me when we visited my city. 
But to disclose the truth, I am not interested in meeting him.
I have spoken to him over the phone a few times. Though whenever he communicated his desire to meet in person, I was polite in declining it.
I do not wish to meet him ever. Nor do I want him to read this post. 
P.S : This post is inspired by a pinner, who has deleted content on their blog now.

2 comments:

  1. People nowadays are scared of relationships..for the hurt it may cause if it fails to work out. And these days relationships normally fail. People missing out on something deep in their lives

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