Saturday, October 16, 2010

Mouth Ulcers

mouth-ulcer-pain
The association with them has indeed been a long one. But this time, it seems they have penetrated deep into my nerves. Both in the literal and physical state. It would not be wrong if I mention in the biological, psychological state as well. I have never been so frustrated with them ever in my life. Do not know what it has got to do with. Could it be body heat, acidity in the intestine, or just plain hypertension. No matter whatever any doctor suggests, I think it has got to do with more of my misdeeds. Every time I have faltered or done bad, I think these blisters in my mouth are a kind of punishment for me. They make me cry and repent. What else could be the reason for such a wrath otherwise. In a way it is good that I am the one who is punished, and my near and dear ones are saved from getting the share of punishments. With this assurance that none of my loved ones will be harmed, I can withstand any amounts of pain. Even the one that is right now disabling me to speak, eat, drink and live.